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Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters

There you were,
Did you ever notice me
I dreamt of your face since the day i saw you by the beach
Your black wavy hair was flying
You were alone and looking intensively into the sea.
I couldnt even say hi, nor a whisper did i mumble
i Just stared at you from afar
Upteen times have i tried to see you again
My mystery man
Till one day i saw you again.
You with someone else
Not me, o how i dream it was,
but i let you slipp and dissapear into my past haunts
My regret, i never got a chance to say hi.

ORIGINIALITY. DONE MY ME

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I know i have not been posting as often. I've been busy. Today i was telling my friend about life and stuff. Sounds wierd yea? I know but im stating the fact here. The key to succes is to keep trying and never give up
We all give up though. But face it. If when we were a baby and we gave up, would some of us be walking today. If doctors gave up, do you know how many people could have lost their lives. This is reality. We all face problems. We just have tot hink of a solution to solve it. No matter the cause. Even if we do fail, at least we know that we have tried and we will feel better about it. But think about it, if we didnt do a damn thing about it and we fail, how would you feel i'm asking. Just think about it. It won't hurt to spare a thought.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MERL'' MY DARLING CHICKEN 2.

things that are broken arent meant to be patched back.
patching back will only make the thing look ugly.
No point patching my heart back already.
You've make it ugly and fake
Return me my beautiful heart ............without you.
TOOK FROM SOMEWHERE. NOT I COME UP WITH OK.

let your heart out.

we sistas rock!

Deborah and me .mum and daughter

Sera and me . mum and daughter

the shadowy night. ok day..

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I wish something wondeful would happen today. Like my dad would bring home a adorable doggy. Or that money would fly from the sky and so i can buy buy presents for all of you. See, i think about all of you.Actually, there's no jokes but i really wanted to use this pic.
But if there's jokes i will tell you and i'll definitely use this picture. I have pictures of muffins. I'll show it to you all one day. O yea tomorrow exam and i dunno what to bring. Jokes of the week is that er... no idea. will think of some. I will read the joke book okays.

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So I've been wearing my contacts to school. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO AISHAH. Birthday was on the 20th. SAME as TASHA.!! HEY, you're a teenager already. FREEDOM--. is near i guess. Time for you to make your own decisions and just lay back and havve lots of fun. Keep on being that crazy, loving and fun person that you are. God bless you and mayy your birthday wish come true!!
MERLISSA'S birthday to coming SOON. My darling__'' chicken 2. Chickens rocks forever and ever!!! We LOVE the chicken dance. But not crazy over it.

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Well, not much to say. Im bored right now. Not many things to do except to chat and seach stuff. I can use my sms as this month used alot le and its only err like half of this month has passed.]
if my bill too high than my handphone will be confiscated and i hope that it will not happen. Because i love my handphone. I think i should name it to show my devotion. Just Kidding. But maybe its a good idea. But like whatever. If i name it than people will think im like totally obssesed with it. Which i am not.....it think. Though i don't think i can live a day without it. Or maybe i can.-Just a matter of speech. So not serious yeas.
Nothing nice has happen in my dull life. But today's easter. Its nice but right now the weather is just clearing up after a nice heavy cold rain. Makes you wana sleep but i cant. You know why?....cause i was studying thats why. See i'm so hardworking. Dunno why i still get bullshit work. Which of course im not proud of. Like duh.
My week's resolution- To buck up on my work. Focus more and spill my brains out doing it. Again. It's a matter of speech honeys. Except that you are not my honeys. But it goes out to my school and real family. I know its lame but i wanan have a family i can rely on. You know what i mean. Our parents just don't understand us. Think they are always right. And lying? They make me do it sometimes so that i wont tell my friends that my parents dont allow me to go out because they jsut don't allow. No reasons at all.
Man, im so damn pissed by their attitude sometimes. It like i jsut cant go out. O yea. I learned a very important lesson from my parents. It is PROMISES ARE MEANT TO BE BROKEN. Though i don't break my promises. Like wtf. We are different people. Different thinking elsewise.
O ya. i said i had nothign to say. But thoughts are just coming into my mind and my fingers just can't stop typing. But sometimes i get real angry by my sister. Sometimes i try to help her and than she will like call me dumb, idiot and all in a harshed tone just cause she's upset about what my mum did. So i get to hear out her anger and all. Not that im complaining. It nice when a family member shares one's problems with me.
But cause shes angry. When she thinks im not listenign to her when she's like talking cos she's angry than she like will be angry with me. im closest to her in my family. And she's someone i can relate to. So i love her. And fullstop.

Not gona rant to all my problems. I guess i should stop complaining and act!

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Well, i got something yesterday on my wishlist. Guess. Something to do with eyes.

It's my darling contact lenses. Been bragging my mum to get me a pair. Its those kind of temporarily kind. After a month have to throw it away. So i'll be buying it monthly.

Im wearing it like right now. Uh-huh. At this very moment. Im happy. I'm trying to increase my speed to put them on. I reckon i can though. I have faith yea.
I like this picture!!!

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i got this from a book. Real lame book but very interesting. This is to check whether you have aspergers symdrome. The condition known as Aspergers symdrome is marked by an inability to function normally in social interactions with others.( my mum says im bad in social interactions with others except my friends. Like wtf.)
Symptoms:
- is unsuccesful in developing relationships with peers.(who could this be?)
- incapable of expressing pleasure in the happines of others.( most are happy)
- does not react appropriately in social situations.( we all do dumb di dum things. Though.)
- socially inept. (meaning?)
- when tested, many score in the above average intelligence range.( clever people.watch out!!)
- abnormal non-verbal communication-problems with eye contact, facial expressions, body postures or uncontrolled gesturing. ( sounds abit like me. and somemore people.)
- inability to develop relationships with peers (hmmm...)
- labelled by other people as 'wierd' or 'freakish'. ( the wierd is me soemtimes but the freakish not sure. i call people wierd too. omg!!)
- atytpical or noticeably inpaired expression of pleasure in other people's happines.
- lack of response to social or emotional feelings. ( my friend said i responded like real slow to pain. but sounds abit alike.)
- inability to be lexible regarding minor trivalties, sucha s alterations to specific routines or rituals. ( like huh?)
- continous or repritetive finger tapping, hjand wringing, knee jiggling or whole body movements.(me, aliff did it in the lab.real irritating. there is like so much more people.?
- obsessive interest or concerns with subjects relating to history, rock collecting and plane schedules. ( class 1/8 likes history bvos of the teacher. dunno bout the other two.)
- obsessive concerns or attention to parts of object ratehr than the whole. ( me and my sis. we are both scared to gaining weight. but we dont do anything dumb.)
- repretitive behaviours, generaly self-injuries in nature. (merlissa!!)

So now, do you have it?

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Haizz... did i mention to you that i touched a spider. Cause i was at the playground with sofi and aishah. took lots of dumb pictures.. haizz. Then both of them occupied all the swings so i marched up in my ncdcc uniform to this standing thingy. Than I touch the railing. Then i felt that i was squashing something. ickk...It was a DAMN HUGE SPIDER than it spined a web round my finger and i was like screaming towards sofi adn aishah. But they just laughed and said i was mad. Than i told them what happened and all. Im still upset about everything. The spider i mean. Duh. How would you feel if you touched that icky spider. Not to mention it was huge. But had some fun. O YEA SOORY I AHVENT BEEN POSTING LATELY.
ANNOUNCEMENTS: AISHAH IS MY NEW GODSIS FOR THOSE WHO DON'T KNOW. AND I ADOPTED LIJUAN!! MY NEWEST AND LATEST DAUGHTER. I took a new oicture.

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haizz.. dont these pictures look dumb. but sofi is like totally cute. The dumb one in the circle is me. I took it under aishahs block. had to take a bus there. Can see my new mp3? JEALOUS!!??
dumdidumdidum. thtas us. =p I GOT A NEW VITUAL PET HAMSTER. ITS ANME IS HAMMY. please worship it. and u can paly with it. it will follow your mouse and when u clcik in hammy, he will run in teh cirlccele thing. THANKS LOADS TO DENG LIN FOR THE CREDITS AND ALL/

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o0mg i wrote this like beautiful post and it was like seriously soo long and ahd so amny pictures than the com got lagged and everything dissapeared. screw the damn computer man. i am not gona rewrite it. i dont care animore!!!

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life's a bitch. Totally. My mum took my phone away today. Sads. Can't communicate. hehex cos probably i don't like to use my home phone to talk. Today i was like scolding vulgarities in my head. She said i was rude and all. But like excuse me? Rude.? How was i being rude. I would like to know too. I hate my birthdays cause maybe i always end up in tears not because im happy but hurt by my mum. But i like the presents and money part and the friends part. By the way, im kinda loving mine( my friends right now). They are really something. I also miss my primary school friends. Hope that hey would call me and wish my a simple 'happy birthday'. Hopefully they don't forget. Or I'll be pretty sad. Cause we've been through good and bad times together and i wish i could spend this kinda special day to me with them just hearing their voice or recieving a nice sms would be fine. I'll post in to tell you what i got for my birthday. I can't wait.
Im really looking forward to my presents. They told me things that got me really curious. Plus they are really sweet and will remebe ryour b'day. Now kaixuan's birthday i coming soon. And kelmond's too. Got to get something from them. I guess I'll be getting kaixuan a dog tag since he likes chain. I could even etch out him name or something. It would be soo cute. If you have to coming to my blog regulary, you would be itching to know why i ahvent been posting. I've been soo busy. Now i gtg and find if yuan yi is onlone in maple cos i promised to give him somehting. Maple is now so lame and boring

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