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Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters

Im feeling so emo and i dont know why.
Maybe its the weather ?
Is it possible?

I love cam-whoring with my class.<33
They are so LOUD and CUTE

Today went back to primary school.
I ran with Lyn from my hse to changkat.
It was like raining real heavily.
I got so freaking wet that my shirt got all tr______.
OOPS.
And like if you put a hand on my arm, your hand will get real wet.
And i was under the hand-dryer trying to dry my hair.=)

MUBARAK IS CUTER THAN EVER. the way he say my name is soo cute.
he will be like, 'hey cassandra' everytime. but he say so cute..CUTE-NESS
And he got pushed under the rain into the little flooded area.
And they attacked ridhwan.
I was like gona help him, but i changed my mind,
And he was like,' cassandra!!, help me!'

SO CUTE

then after, when to eastpoint.
I kena electricuted. But not that pain. Only the finger.
Bcos of lyn.....

let your heart out.

Oh damn...no time post. just display a little bit of pictures.

Cause no time.
Post another time.

let your heart out.

I LOVE PICTURES.

Today, bad things happened.
And kaixuan left his file.

Took lots of pictures but only displayed some.
Yup.

let your heart out.

Yeah. Im so full of shit.
Thats what my mother said to me.
She was like,' You know what? you're are so full of shit..'
I was like, 'uh huh..'

Today had the geog supplementary at 7.30 am.
So i left my geog homework under my table in school. Had to pass it up today.
So i set my alarm clock at 6.30. I wanted tor each school abit earlier so i could retrieve my homework and do the 5 pages bfore the teacher came.
So, everything was set. I slept peacefully......

LALALALA...my alarm clock rang. Just as planned. =)
But i soo dumb lah, i got up, walked to the table, off the stupid annoying alarm
then went back to bed to sleep. DUMB RIGHT?
Then at 7.00am exactly, my mum came into the room as was like, ' wake up. its 7.00 already and you're suppose to be in school by 7.30..'
Then i just say, 'okay..okay..'
Then went back to sleep. Then my mum was like, 'WAKE UP'
So i crawl out of bed...then took precisely 10mins to do everyday.
I ZOOMED through my moring daily routines. This is one of my fastest timing. =) iT was already 7.10...
Then, my bro was awake then he also have to go to school.
Then ask my mum to send him also casue he has a lazy ass.
So i had to wait for his lazy ass to get ready.
Then later my mum drive soo sloww....
Reached school, was so in a daze.
Deborah said that coudl see that i was still very sleepy.
She say my eyes bigger than usual. yeah,, cause i still not used to the light yet.
So it was like 'adapting'. =)
No time to do homework but took it from class.
Went to 2/something class. Did my hw when teacher going through and so,
i didnt have to copy chapters!

And afiqa and her cousin are UBBER CUTE!
Today had breakfast at mac with lijuan,katherine,cherie(horny babe), alyssa, merlissa(got her pregnant), sofi& aishah. LIjuan and me worry about cherie.
She has got to watch out.
Me and katherine were looking at the meanders found from the milo that she spilled onto the floor. So nice eh.
I scared merl will take my nice and expensive breakfast meal.So i try to avoid the food from touching her hands.
Then when finish, went back home......then got tuition.
Then........forgot.....then go church....ate at burger king in simei for dinner and i boguht the clip i wanted!
The end.

Im so full of shit=)

let your heart out.

Didnt blog for so many days..arrgg..
My mother didnt let me go on the computer.
So this is what happened....

Tuesday- CCA was cancelled. So, hanged out with merl,lijuan,cherie &sofi.
MUST stay away from cherie especially.
Haha, just kidding.
Cause she likes to pull girl's *stuff*.
So shaojun, merl &me has grouped up together to atack the others.
We'll watch eachother's backs. Cannot attack eachother.
Cute right.=)
LOVE THEM.
Then later we duno where to go.
So, we followed wherever our legs took us. Ended up at the provision shp.
Bought cup noodles then went over the the chair to sit bsdie the shp.
But so dirtyyyy. So we walked and walked everywhere carrying the cup noodles in our hand like siao.
Then FATE-as merlissa said, told us to go elvins hse but then FATE-as merl said again, changed and told us not to go. She is SUPER cute.
Then later duno where to go, so went to sit under a blk toe at our cup noodles then went to whitesands.
JUST to use the toilet. So later err after that, went to the top floor toilet,then headed back to school where we slacked all day.
Wednesday- went to shao jun's hse after school to take her geog text.
*there's ghosts there. shhh...
Then headed back to school for geog.
Went to white sands library with aishah, sofi &lijuan
aishah, sofi& me bought cookies and cream cappucino with the money kaixuan treat us with. =)
SOFI GOT DRUNK.
drunked.
cookies and cream cappucino *drunken* coffee

END
I got BMS. Just because i ate sweets in class. And was like in the clasrm with afew others while everyone was lining out outside going to scince lab. Ms NG give one. I popped the sweet into my mouth then ms ng came.
SHE WAS SUPPOSE TO BE AT THE LAB!
So, elvin,nizam &me got BMS cause teacher saw. got alot mroe ppl eat the sweet but then the sweet was like already in their mouth.
GOING WITH THEM AND LIJUAN FOR BMS

Today- elvin didnt come to school so me and lijuan went to visit him.
Then later rushed back to school for me to change into my full-uni.
Clifford was like smiling at me cause i nvr bring my ncdcc pe shirt , cap and stuff. Mean right?
Then later he used the newspaper to hit my head.....
Nadirah says im good at tying rope! its was like my first time and i got everyway way to tying the rope right. =) Then she kept thanking me for teaching her. So cute!
Had PT with NCC. So tiring man. The game was tiring i mean.
Had to run a relay in grps of four carrying the canteen bench around the whole school. Paired with two of my fellow NCDCC cadets and one NCC cadet.

Tmr got geog supplemtary. Left my homework under the table...

let your heart out.

You know sometimes when you're sad...
you see other people happy and you hate to see them happy.
You would wish the whole world was sad with you..

Yeah, I'll admit that sometimes when you guys ask me whether I'm sad. I'll lie and say no. Then I'll act all happy.
But the truth is, sometimes i am sad. And i dont know why. Im just lost in thought about some stuff. That's all. Like now, i feel so sad inside and i dont know why.

It's wierd how sometimes you can feel some emotion and dont know why.

Its natural yeah.
Today watched pirates of the carribean: dead mans chest. Very nice show.
But i bet you that they will have a pirates of the carribean episode 3.
Cause it was an abrupt ending and they have a new journey.
So the show is obviously not finish yet.
The next episode which is episode 3, i guess they will sail to the end of the world to rescue jack sparrow....

I wana be a pirate. =)

let your heart out.

Love them shades. Love my blogskin.
I love the shadess...
I want one. I saw this one but it was like $300.
So expensive.
I love my blogskin. Love it love it..
Oh yeah..i miss my handphone and tmr for bible class it is compulsory to bring a bible. But i cant find mine. I am dead again. Gota pay $10

I wana watch The Lake House. But got no money. Myabe i go watch with my sister. She also wana watch. And aishah too? Maybe. She also wana watch.

let your heart out.

I just realized something. Man, she's so fake. Bitch..

Called my mum just now and stuff. Yeah, my mum went off to bangkok yesterday to visit my grandad. She's coming back tomorrow i guess.

I wana go out with nizam and clare tomorrow. They asked me. We wana go out for some coffee. I really need some good coffee. My sister is out at the church barbecue.

Im having a blast here. Yeah. Spending my national day alone at home with my brother when im supposingly suppose to go out with some friends and stuff. And yeah, listening to sad songs and watching sad movies really makes me more reasonable and the fact that i am suppsoe to be watching the national day parade right now cause there are no other shows right now and isnt that everyone else is doing if they are stuck at home alone with their brother, possibly dying because of boredness. And the fact that some people are actually out there having a fun filled day doesnt help one bit. But thank god there are some people out there who is doing the same as me but maybe are in a worrse situation cause they are home alone or that they are stuck with their totally annoying but at the same time adorable little borthers or cute screamy sister makes me feel much better.

Well, in conclusion, im bored...

and i am writing a compo here./ Amd i havent finished any of my homework and i really really dont wana do it. And now my brother in the same room as me and he turned on the tv in this room and changed the channel to the national day live. So im hearing everything..

Well, i think i wana go to the living room to watch some other shows

My freaking coke from burger king taste so diluted with water as the ice has melted waiting for me to drink it and that im soo hungry and yet not in the mood to eat because its national day and im stuck at home.

I want a flaggy tatoo.....but hopefully i can go out tomorrow to replace today.

Ps. coffee really helps.

FIRE WORKS COUNTDOWN NOW.!!!] nice..awesome fireworks

AND HAPPY NATIONAL DAY YA'LL.

Love you guys and wish you all the best. Singapore is getting old...

let your heart out.

photo adapted from SOFI.

BYEBYE nathanael.
We will miss you alright. Even though we weren't so close to you.

The farewell party was all good.
Sofi brought her camera and started taking alot of pictures of our party.
Had a feast of coke and pizza. And sweets!!
Ms anne pay=)

DENMARK!!! He's going there...so far.
Today had to do the marching. I was so nervous. Everyone was nervous. Then nervous untill march so straight. Which is a good thing.=) Maam very proud of us. She said we improved alot.

ALOT. But the dancing kinda sucked for me. Not in the mood to dance because of they all..
But was smiling away.

But the wave part..everyone push push push untill nadira almost* fall on me.
Oh yes. Congrats to 1/7 on winning the futuristic costume design for sec 1. The costume i ubber cute. With a star and stars hanging from the shirt. And the sunglasses and jacket..
Oh yes, lijuan did a really good job too. =)
Fazly won the overall contest. With his future police uniform. Looked more like power rangers. ahha. On monday he kept looking with his shiny eyes like so innocent..feel so damn guilty...
After the parade and all. I changed to my pe shirt and skirt. Then stayed in school for the party.
Then later i wondered around with cherie and clarissa..kater we decided to go to the white sands library.
Where i bought my cookies and cream ice ice blended coffee. =) And then we sat and talk. Then clare tell us whats on her mind. The coffee was good by the way.

We stayed there untill 12.30.
Later i went back home in simei. Later joey and lyn called..say wana hang out. So they both came to my place. TALKED FOR A LONGG TIME. Then later played x-box, the 'burn out' racing game.

I kept winning lyn in the race. =) Later then we decided to go seven-eleven. So bought stuff. I saw kel come out of the mrt station.

Later accompanied Joey home to Simei green. Was right infront of maisarah's house.
Me and lyn wanted to call maisarah to come down to the street soccer court to play soccer.
But then instead went to joey's condo the below where the playground was.
And hanged out at the that pole. Literally. We actually hanged and my hair was like touching the ground.
I swear all my blood was rushing to our head. Then lyn fell off the pole thrice and hurt her thigh.
Then later walked back to my house to take lyn's bag. When wwalkig up the stairs, i somehow slipped and fell. Yeah. Right there on the stairs.
I ended up laughing in pain. And lyn was like, this was the first time she saw someone laughing when she fell on the stairs. She helped me up when i was one the floor laughing madly with my face buried in my hands.
I couldnt stand up as i hurt my left arm.
There were two long and painful scratches on my arm which bled for awhile. Scratched my arm on the edge of the stairs....

but when got home, she left and i finally got to take a shower..

But we coudlnt play soccer. Because there wasnt time and i didnt have a soccer ball at home.

My handphone kena confiscated agian. Just bcause the bill too high. Confiscated for 3 month! So long..cant sms friends and all..i miss my phone.

let your heart out.

This song nice?
Wanted to put the lyrics up but changed my mind.
Tomorrows the wet weather rehearsal.\
Time to dance and stuff.
I had the wierdest dream last night...
I saw myself smoking...
Wierd huh.

I think i can go out on wednesday. hopefully.
my sister is going for this church organized barbacue thingy.

I dont wish to stay at home with my brother.
alone with him.
He'll be liking hooked up on the x-box and internet.
And waht do you expect me to do? Watch tv,sleep and eat all day?
Yeah..i can do that provided that there are nice shows and nice food and that im in the mood to sleep.

OR..

I could chill with my primary school friends.
Been itching to meet them after i had to turn down a nice gathering with Lyn cause i had my cca on that day.
But i am definitely going back on teachers day. that is, if the freaking discusting principal of changkat sec.that ms wee let us in. I miss our old principal Ms foo...i was like so close to her man...

let your heart out.

You know what?
I really feel like having a SECRET blog.
Like where i could rant out everything. And actually name names.
And tell all my secrets.

I wana watch THE lake house, seems like an awesome show. Today borrowed a book. Got alot of bitching in it. And love the language they use. Great book. Im gona read it over the hols. Cause well, im pretty much 'grounded'. While my parents are away, i cant go out.
Wait, let me rephrase that. NOONE can go out. But if we do like wana watch a movie, we gota go as one whole. That is my bro, sis and myself have to stick around eachother. my brother will keep a close watch on us. Cause he Mr. perfect. HATE him.

But my parents are going overseas. Let me have some fun time. My sis and me are so upset.
Tomorrow gota go bible class and church. Im so dead cause i cant find the bible and have to pay $10 if i dont bring it for bible class.

Monday have some bad weather rehearsal for the parade. But good thing is, dont have to wear our uniform..tuesday is the BIG day. Finally..wont have to stand still anymore.

cause i hate it. like fuck it, sometimes i totally regret....but again. sometimes i dont. there are days,,,

I really wana write something here but it is totally confidentally to me..

Sorry to him...but you know you know i jUSt dont want. ...

Well,,you all have been asking me why i dont wana stead, why im single,
my answer .. Told some of ya'll the reason why. And got loads of things that happened this week which i cant say or dont want to say..

And then I told someone who told someone and then told someone...and it spread till everyone knows bout it.
Damn you.

let your heart out.

Nizam..cheer up man..hate to see my dear brother so sad.
I hope that you will try to think less of this. Yeah. Promised to call you later.
Later. Very soon okay?
Sorry that she lied or whatever. Spoke to her today. Found out the truth.
The GOOD truth. But i think she should tell you herself rather than me.
But just cheer up will you? Talked to you bout her just now. You seemed damn sad. Made me feel sad too.

AND NIZAM. Yup. He arh..during NCDCC fainted. GOT BLOOD!!! aiyo. But he is alright. Got stitches.

Do I look sad? Then why is that that almost everyday, someone would ask me why im sad.
Im not sad....im HAPPY.

Found a kinda nice skin. Will put it up. =) MY PARENTS ARE GOING OVERSEAS FOR TWO DAYS.

My granddad who migrated to bangkok last year. He kena got heartattack. VERY SERIOUS, so.. my parents wil go to abngkok and living me and my sibligns alone at home. oh well..

we are gona SLEEP LATE, WATCH TV ALL DAY and stuff.

you know..STUFF.

PARADES ARE LOVELY BUT TIRING

let your heart out.

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