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Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters

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let your heart out.

Im gona change my blogskin real soon.
I said this countless times.
But i really mean it now.
But i usually take a real long time to finally find the ultramost nicest skin.
Im picky. Dont you know?

I love my yayay ladies!!!<33
Not to mention star wars and power rangers.
Cause they are simply superb!

Im angry at blogger!
I wrote a super long post yesterday and the day before and it couldnt be uploaded!
Waste my effort.

Today I went back to school to get my report book.
The results were OKAY.
Oh oh,
I got the 18th position in class and 86th for level posiiton.
=D YAY.
Me and sofi wanted to bring cameras!
The magical equipment that technology invented!
God, i love technology.
And snap many pictures of you and your parents in school!
YAY for technology!
But then, abandoned the idea.
But nevertheless technology is GREAT!

On wednesday,
I won't be around for 2 days or so.
I'll be going for My ncdcc camp.
But,,
Dont fret that you would not be able to contact me
Cause,,,,,
Im bringing another of technology's great invention.
That is, the magical handphone!
It will be left unattended during the day
So, dont holler me but leave me a msg
And when I return to camp base, I will simply reply your msg.
Sounds simple?

Good. =)

2 days ago I when out with my grandparents.
I love them so much
They are pretty cool people
Really. Im dead serious
Cooler than Ice cubes.=)>br?

let your heart out.

Its all just so fucked up.

The news that 1/8 will be spilting next year.

Its like,

We're a family.

They are my other family.

One of the best ever.

Im gona miss them so much. I dont want to change class.

I dont want us to be separated.

I love one eight. =)

They make my heart beat real fastt. =)

Cause I lovelove them too much!

Stupid lahh all this crap.

Just sucks.

What happened on the last day of school...

HAHA. Very nice =D

For the 1/8 girls interclass games, we won 3rd place!

Not bad right. 1/8 guys won 2nd. =D

Hmmm...

After that was recess.

Merl, lj and myself decided to play soccer with the guys during recess simce it was the last day. Nice! But tiring.

Then,

in the hall, found out that mr. Tan was retiring. After 4o years of teaching!

Then 1/8 made so much noice with all our clapping and screaming of 'WOO!!!'

REAL CUTE LAH!

Then this is super cute, 1/8 girls go shout so loud.

' MR TAN, 1/8 LOVES YOU!!'

Cool right. =)

We are officially invited to ms Doris Tan's wedding!

After school,

ate at Macdonalds for free! kaixuan blanja =)

Then saw Afiq's brother. Cute!

Then when elvin's hse below to play soccer again

Girls and guys mixed together.

Then at .00 rained really heavily. Continued to play..

At 3.30 i left with some others and we took a stroll under the rain.

Then got so wet!. A nice long~ slow walk. =)

Then we blowed dry our hair using the hand dryer at whitesands.

And went home!/

End ~

let your heart out.

Alleluia.

It rained HEAVILY today.

Finally.

And we rejoiced!

OLE! We'll go dancing in the rain and sing christmas songs till december.

Kai xuan gona blanja us at mac's!!

FREE =)

Fun fit fabulous today,,,,

it was quite fun.

Must admit.

But the best thing that happened:

We earned alot of money

for,,,

CHARITY!

I think they will surely be very thankful

We are such kind people =)

YES YES.

We did some prepareness stuff.

Organized by NCDCC

....or something related to that. But almost the same thing.

Very hot~ Must tape up the room.~

Dear Diary,

today I played bowman on the internet. I shot many birds. =)

Im making a difference in the world. Kill bird flu in computers. =)

Stop cyber bird flu stuff from spreading in your pc.

This is such a random post that i'll think i'll shoot the bird's brains. =)

Aishah owes me $1.30

Merlissa owes me $0.50

I met an australian old man!!!

He's ang moh =0

And has a very interesting accent=)

Aishah says i like to fidget alot.

Like a worm?

Fidgeting is good for the body.

Great workout!

I recommend it to you.

FIDGETING, A NEW GOOD HEALTHY WORKOUT!

let your heart out.

Fuck him...

so many things i wana tell him.
especially to fuck off away from me..

let your heart out.

I was forced to cut my hair. Again

It sucks.

So much....

My family is slowly growing further away from eachother.

It is awful..

One day we were happy? The next..oh no..

Everything sucks.

I look at my self in the mirror and I say,

'who the hell is that awful looking girl?'

I look tired, sick, depressed

Add on,,,

my hair sucks even more

super short..

let your heart out.

Took a new picture last night
Fulfilled my cam-whoring cravings.
YAY.

Today was a terrible day.

Was on our way to eat lunch as a family.

Dad was driving.

Got so upset with us later, scolded us in the car real bad. Never seen him this angry with us before. he scolded mainly my sister and then drove us all back home without lunch and he went off.

At home, everyone decided secretly it was better not to talk. Was so moody.

On days like this, I wish that I could just dissapear....

Tomorrow's a school day!

Nothing to do but slack.

YAY again.

let your heart out.

Bought that sweater today.

Got the green one instead

Not with my money, but my moms.

Im gona buy those shades.

They are really affordable.

I asked my money if she could lend me some money to reborn my hair.

She said reborning hair is a total waste of money.

It will go back to been wavy.

A total waste for me that is. She told me that my hair was to curly to rebond. Sooner or later it would return back to its original form.

But whatever.

Let her talk.

Im still gona rebond despite her judgements.

Its,like, my hair anyway.

And some people are like so lucky to be born with natural straight hair.

Oh god, I really like their sex hair......

I wish I could have it.- i could, if i rebonded...

Parents are leaving us alone at home today.

They are going out for dinner.

Mum bought many clothes, did her eyebrows and hair today.

Me?

One sweater for the next duno how many months of my life.

Rebond please!

In situations like this,

I feel like cam-whoring....

But 'paiseh' ...

Brother;s friends are here, everyone..

must look nice nice if wana cam-whore.

But so awkward......

Give me a break. I really need one.

let your heart out.

Bought something today. The shoes I wanted so badly. Im like so damn happy. Some of them red pumps. It looks exactly like the picure above except that mine isnt high heels. But still real fly. Pointed tip and blood-red. Just the way I like it.

Exams are finally over. Is there like school tomorrow? No right? Thank god. Today was not really a good day to celebrate end of exams. I was initially gona spent my time at pasir ris park with a whole lot of friends. But then, went to this place to meet some people instead. Wasted my time there. I was so pissed I complained to sofi the whole trip back to white sands. Is like, I should have gone to pasirris park.

Then did nothing at White sands. Just chat with some friends we met there. Then me and alyssa went to tampines mall to do some window shopping. I found some nice but affordable shades. Wait till he give me the money to buy.

Then later later, met my granparents and mum at tampines mall. Then I wanted to buy shoes. So bought these realllllyy nice ones. (above)

Today I was like in abit of a bad mood. Dont know why.

I love my grandparents so much. They are so cute. =)

let your heart out.

Haze came back!!

YAY!!

The last important paper ended today.

Unimportant art exam- Tomorrow.

Seriously, I dont really care bout art.

I lost the paper and I dont care to find out what the ques are.

Wierd right.

Saturday-

Joey unexpectedly called me at 9.00.

Asked me to come down.

I was a little reluctant at first cause was like real tired.

But then I still went. =)

Then sat near the voiddeck. People playing with fire and all that.

Hanged out with guys and girls from other sec schools.

Sat down and chat while my friend cut her wrist.

Wierd huh?

Got alot of blood from her thumb.

Tsktsk...

Sunday-

So far one of the gooder days.

We went to the ARSENAL FOOTBALL CLUB.

Oopps. I left the caps on. Sorryy.=)

but im no big fan of arsenal.

Manchester united still makes my heart beat FAST.

I went to watch the formula 1. Shared some pussy foot drink. And ate a whole basket of hot potato wedges. The arsenal football club is so fly. Niceee! The screens are so huge.

But sadly, michael schumacher's engine blew. Somemore he was leading first place just 16 laps left to the finishing.

Wasted~

And Alonso won. Sad right. Badly wanted michael to won. Now for sure he cant win the title.....

Monday-

exam. and Battle.

Today-

Woke up late. Then my mum didnt want to send us.

Cause at that time got alot of traffic jam. So had to take the MRT.

Saw maisarah at the station!

I thought she would have already gone cause she go school bit early.

Today, my bag ran away.

I missed it during math exam.

AH, and today We bought flowers.=)

And donuts.

You know what?

Im hungry now.

Skipped lunch just now.

I feel like eating western.So much.

Today.....was math paper2.

afraid of flunking

let your heart out.

So many people are turning anorexic

Skinny is nice.

But too skinny just isnt erm..nice.

The haze is so hardcore I'll suffocate to deathe.

Its getting worse.

Die faster.

YAY!

I suddenly lost appetite these days.

Dont know why.

Just dont wana eat the usual amount

I've lost weight and fats!

Yay to loss!!!

tomorrow Im going church.

With nothing whatsoever in mind to wear.

Maybe i'll just go bare and let everyone see me, die.

Nope, guess not, not a free show okay.

Its kinda late right now,

My eyes are barely open,

It's gona be sunday in a few more minutes.

I learnt a new malay bad word today.

Hip hip hoorayy for cassandra.

YAY ME !

PS: More clothes needed in wardrobe.

PPS: Yuan yi owe me money.

Im bored,

let your heart out.

ohh this is nothing, I just like her hair. NICE RIGHT

Sad?

act cute act cute. AIYOO

Caught on pic!!Sofi kissing aishah's hair?

See no evil, hear no evil, say no evil

the one beside is her foot!

Such hardworking people right.

Cam-whoring time!!

Aishah,Pillow fight?

let your heart out.

Haven't been updating for so many days.

And also, many things has happened over these past few weeks.

Many many things.

Im failng failing failing.

Till I reach rock bottom

Afraid of dropping to normal stream? Hell yeah.

But the news say they are making everyone even- study the same stuff, same speed, together. Means no more normal stream.

I hope so.

I think I'll be one of the lowest in class.

I've lost faith in myself.

Today was my moms birthday. She was happy with the present i got her.

Was a nice family gathering..

Also children;s day and my cousin's first holy communion.

It sucks being just a little bit older.

But people think im 16 or 14 or something.

I look matured for my age? If so, then YAY!

I owe Afiqa the lake house cd. But the thing is that I have not watched it yet.

I just wana be free. No strings tied.

Sounds lame huh.

means, i can do whatever I wana do without worrying bout no shit.

I wont be updating pretty soon though,

i gotta study.

How can a hardworking person like me not study?

Come on man.

Im an angel =)

I've decdicated myself and vowed to do well nomatter what it takes.

I'll show everyone I can do it.

And stuff it at their faces.

The motherfuckers who dont think I can do it.

Non-believers. Im doing my best. I study shit everyday like hell okay?

I just hope

and pray,

to do well. especially in my chinese and matha nd science.

But Im really worried.

Oh no, havent done my homework.

Heck lah.

some 'advice' I read from a book. it helps.

Hate to be loved,

wana be alone,

dont wana be played out,

just the way I like it

I wana stay on top,

that's how I succeed.

Life's like a game of chess.

I play against myself,

I look at life from every position,

I play from everyside,

you gotta know what each man is thinking

right down to the littlest motherfucker on the board, just like the pawn

some palyers are quick to sacrifce or ignore the pawn.

but i gotta be smart,

Them pawns are my soldiers

If i surround myself with strong soldiers,

give them all the stake in the game,

then they keep the herd strong and tight.

That's when you attack.

let your heart out.

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