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Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters

I shall be heading off to the airport in a few hours.

Why?

Cause Im going to Russia!!

Believe me?

If you do believe me, then, HAHA.

Im just kidding.

I will go Russia one day, but not today.

My grandparents are coming back to Singapore today and we are gona go to the airport to fetch them.

They had to come cause my granddad needs to attend one of the hospitals here, in singapore.

He is kinda not feeling well. But well enough to come back to singapore.

I wished they will stay in Singapore for good.

Not saying migrating to bangkok is a bad thing.

Its a nice place. Things are cheap.

But, the truth is, they are not as young as they used to be.

They is no more relatives living there anymore.

Her daughter and family migrated AGAIN to shanghai

And if anything happens to them,

WHO CAN HELP THEM?

I love them too much to allow this to happen!

i strongly suggest they live in singapore permanently.

but my granddad loves bangkok.

BUT

in the end, its their choice

So, let just leave the matter into adults hands.

Ps: not saying im not an adult. I AM.An adult i mean.A mini adult. But just leave it into older adult's hands.

Lets go back to star wars.

ITS AN ADDICTION. I know okay.

or,

lets talk about tv shows.

Everyday,

i watch the Animal Planet. Channel 10.

Its actually reallyreally interesting.

So call me a whatever.

I happen to LOVE animals.

And am considering getting a baby aligator.

My father approves. oh wait, he could just be kidding.

Just like the time he wanted to buy that snake!

but i think he really wanted to buy that snake. Considering how he really liked the green snake and took out the money from the wallet, then my mum totally freaked which cause him to withdraw his actions, thus leaving us without a snake.

Im so considering working in the zoo.

I watched on animal planet how the australia zoo works. I hope singapore is the same. They still show many of steve irwin;s documentries. Im very grateful.

But im not gona be a vetenarian.

Did you watch Dr. Dolittle.

The vet stuck his hand up the dog's ass to retrieve the thermometer.

No way is my hand going up anyone's ass!

Eww!

I wana hear what animals are saying,

that way, i can bond better with Zoya.

She is such a cutey. More cuter than my sister's nameless bird.

That bird is totally protective of zoya. If difficult to take zoya out from her cage without being bitten. bUT I dont mind being bitten, it does not even hurt anyway...

I have been forbidden to watch MTV and wwe.

Its because my dad is afraid me and my sis will bcome like those girls on mtv, like laguna beach, where they party and spend money.

& wwe as he put its,

is violence. And totally not educational and not for kids.

And we will inflict destruction among siblings.

SHEESH! my brother and me fight violently everyday. It hurts but it makes you tough. You dont want a weak dad now, do you dad?

I managed to punch my bro's stomach today! =D

then he hit my chin -.-

Name calling seems easier sometimes.

Anyway, before i got distrated by violence being inflicted among eachother, My sister and me still watches mtv and wwe with my bro.

What he doesnt know wont hurt him.

Trust me.

Its bad enouh the world is full of shit and everything else parents worry that will do damage to you. Might as well enjoy entertainment in the safety of your living room on the couch.

GIVE AND TAKE.

to b safe, let us watch tv!

pps: my hair is fugly. FUGLY.

I pinn up my fringe every fucking day.

It helps swallow down the huge fugly-ness.

heyy,

i have to go get ready to go to the airport.

BTW,

IM HAVING SPAGHETTI BOLONESE FOR DINNER!!

my mom cooked it.

TATA.

HAPPY BITHDAY LYN!

let your heart out.

Few more days left till school reopens.

Im neither anxious or looking forward to it.

We are gona be in different classes, separated from sec1 classmates.

Further more,

we'll be sec2s.

And there'll be new sec1s coming to join us.

okay. enough of next year.

Has anyone of you been watching all the episodes of star wars lately?

I simply LOVE starwars.

love the first three episodes.

haha,

in episode 1

there is like, qui gon ginn (AHH dont know how to spell.)

and he is good. but abit old. pity he got killed by that evil guy

i like his face paint and red double light saber.

& there is the the younger version of obi-wan and anakin skywalker and queen amidala.

nice!

Episode 2

the reallyreally handsome anakin skywalker( hayden christensen) grows up.

he is real handsome =)

Falls in love with queen amidala/padme (natalie portman-really pretty).

& married her

and then, he show signs of the darkforce

which is

- a jedi shall not LOVE (fell in love with padme/queen amidala)

- a jedi shall not FEAR ( feared what would happen of his mother)

- a jedi shall not feel ANGER/hatred/revenge ( killed everyone after they killed his mother)

- a jedi knows no emotions. ( feelss alot of things.)

Episode 3

Becomes a real strong jedi and even more handsome

But then he entered the Dark Side of the Force

what a pity. =(

And took evil palpatine's side( the sith master)

he killed mace windu ;(

And then killed all the young jedi !

kill manymany people.

anakin chokes padme

duels with obi-wan(his master)

obi-wan slices anakin's legs and arm.

and falls into the larva. looks horrible after that.

Padme gives birth to twins, leia and luck skywalker.

then dies after birth due to the choking and child birth

Anakin, looking horrible and barely alive,

is saved by master sith where he has to wear a suit

and became Darth Vadar. evilevil. dark side of the force.

he screams when he heard he kinda cause the death of padme.

luke and leia gets separated.

continue in the episode 3 4 5.

where darth vadar eventually turns to the good side because he couldnt kill Luke Skywalker, his son.

then he dies without his suit.

let your heart out.

Forgot to say Merry Christmas yesterday.

Opened up all my presents.

Was nice.

But some of them were like, so not my style.\

Today was katherine's birthday.

Went out to celebrate,,

watched 'Night at the museum'

Its reallyy funny.

Wore my red pumps.

Got real bad shoe bites.

Suckss.

Happy Birthday Katherine!

Now im having a bad tummy ache,

better go to bed now i guess.

Still hating my hair,

wishing for better things.

let your heart out.

I've got an early christmas present!!

Which is,

my very own little baby!

Its actually a bird, hatched a month ago.

My dad bought one for me and another for my sister.

=D. I LOVE MY BABY SO MUCH.

Its chirp is so cute!!

its so tiny, my baby bird.

I named it, Zoya.

My sister hasnt named her;s yet but my Zoya is the youngest.

The best thing about it is that,

I CAN CARRY IT!!

Cause obviously its a baby, so cant fly yet.

I dont want it ever to fly, so have to trimm the feathers on the wings.

It cant balance on my finger yet but it can just like, nestle up on my palm.

Zoya is soo active. and cute, and fluffy!!

Now, i have to train it to respond to its name.

And when it gets bigger, can teach her other things.

I have to feed her using a syringe cause she cant eat on her own yet.

I absolutely adore her!

So,

Im her mother!!

I'l take a pic of her some other time and show it to you guys.

Oh ya,

this means i might as well lose all hope of ever rebonding my fucked up hair.

No money equals, no straight hair.

let your heart out.

The holiday at thailand was really fun.

i MEAN it.

but the last day crashed everything.

My dad forced my sister and me to cut our hair,.

So we went STRAIGHT to the hairdresser right after coming out of the airport because of some misunderstanding.

But whatever...

My sis and I were like, so bummed out.

Almost in tears.

Then reached there.

They cut our hair.

We were both crying.

SO AWFUL THE HAIRCUT.

Our fringe is SUPER short.

and BOB.

Its a shorrt bob with short fringe.

Seriously saying,

we look like a bitch of a traditional japanese doll.

So i gave my sis a nickname, Japan.

Which she actually responds to. =D

Went home,

cried the shit out of ourselves.

Everyday. untill now.

We promised each other that we will stand by each other no matter what.

hhaha...

so now, we will go through whatever bad things together....

SO NOW,

OUR HAIR SUCKSS.

my mum refuses to lend me money to rebond my hair!!! =(

doom day is coming near- school reopen.

ooohhh,

CHRISTMAS EVE IS TMR.

let your heart out.

to sofi;

I FUCKING MISS YOU !

i hope this brightens up your day.

haha,.

Ever since we changed the position of the bed in my room,

i can sleep better!!

YAY.

All i can is that......

The Feng Shui is GOOO0D~~~!!

Its better than good.

Actually, its.......perfect.

Too bad i wont be in my bed for the next few days..

I'd better say BYEBYE to you all first.

Cause, Im leaving singapore tomorrow!!

To those who are not going overseas,

then....

suck your thumb and sulk.

haha...just kidding.

I hope you guys are having a great time in singapore.

so, we're getting up at 4am in the morning.

Might as well not even sleep.

right?

My bags are packed.

Its sitting at the foot of my bed.

everything is reall nice.

But we'll be celebrating christmas in singapore.

I do hope my mum makes her shepherd;s pie and all.

And turkey?

More likely to be chicken. Fo sure.

oh ya,

went out with lyn and shuting yesterday,.

Watched the show, ERAGON, damn, its kinda nice. The main focus of the show is about dragons and their riders. called, dragon riders.

Real sweet. You should watch it!

The idea of it all is really creative.

Besides going out,

been doing nothing much except reading.

My current 'obsession' : Reading a book called , Zoya.

It makes me feel like going to Russia, and visit St. petersburg.

There's a contess and a Tsar and everything.

Rather fascinating.

You should borrow the book. And get hooked up.

Few last words before i end this post.

TATA !! so-long.

let your heart out.

Well,

today we painted my room red.

Love it.

Really bright and looks like something is burning.

plus,

we rearranged the furniture in my room.

Looks realllyyy spacious,.

Tmr perhaps we'll be going out.

To where?

No idea.

But i just hope i can get somewhere.

then,,

saturday//

going out with some primary school friends.

Had to get them christmas presents and stuff.

& now,

Im completely broke.

realllreally BROKE.

i think i have 30cents in my cupboard.

Maybe i do..

Can go to those little 20 cents toy machine.

the turning thing, until the little plastic ball drops./

Except,..

I dont want anything from there...

let your heart out.

I wish it could snow right now.

I never touched snow ever before.

That would be my dying wish.

to touch snow?

haha, maybe.

In honour of christmas,

i shall put a christmas theme blogskin!

My mom already has the christmas tree up.

She decorated pretty much alot of things.

Thankgod there aint no mistletoe.

Im having a bad feeling bout this christmas.

What if we have so little presents?

I only have like 2?

stil expecting some from my relatives.

My uncle gives the nicest presents.

Pretty much everyday,

we wake up to the sound of christmas carols.

My mom plays it in the morning..

YAYAYAYAY!!

my neighbour just gave me a christmas present!!

ohhh, they always give gifts from the bodyshop

its nice.

Plus they gave me a stuff dog.

sweet.

....

im hungry.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALYSSA!!

let your heart out.

ahhh

Cant stand my cellphone.

Its spoilt and lousy.

At least my sister's phone is in worse condition!

But i will get a new one

Soon.

VERYvery soon.

I think.

Must have a word with my dad bout buying me a new one.

And i almost got busted two nights ago.

My sis and i were on the phone at like, 3am.

then we dad came home and we hid our phones.

But my dad found mine and thank god he didnt see that someone was on the other line.

I would be so deadd~

ooohh.

my primary school friend just called.

Saying she wants to go out for lunch on saturday.

woah. she like, tranferred to a diff school in pri4

& i kinda lost in touch with her for awhile.

she's nice though.

And,

i'll be away next week

Going thailand.

finallyy get to go on a plane.

the last time was years ago.

I love the service!

my sis and I planned on taking manymany pictures.

and by the way,

I really really do suck at algebra

let your heart out.

I went to the party..

was nice.

I've got some pictures. Will upload tomorrow.

So,

my mom wants me to start on algebra on like, monday.

I suck at math and you know it.

I am just not born to excel in anything to do with numbers.

I mean, i was good in promary school.

But it isnt the same now.

I so cant wait to get out of singapore.

i HATE nighttime.

I suffer from insomnia

but my mom does not want to believe it.

and so, she starts making up excuses for me.

I cant take not sleeping.

It seriously will drive you to the edge.

I didnt sleep all night last night.

I wasnt talking on the phone or whatever.

I just cant sleep.

then, that's the part where i started to turn mad.

Like,

real bad.

The worst breakdown i have ever had.

Not gona tell what happened.

Too embarassed.

I want sleeping pills..

i cant afford to sleep at 5am or not sleep at all.

My 13 year old body cannot handle not sleeping.

Its stressful...

I REALLY REALLY

want sleeping pills.

or i could get sick and go to the doctor

and they will give me those pills that will make you drowsy.

Simply speaking,

i need sleep...

let your heart out.

I think my brother is suffering from apergers symdrome.

I so hope he is,

so his behaviour can be totally explainable.

I watched prison break season 2 on youtube.

Wentworth miller is so hot.

i'll admit it everyday.

plus,

he was in mariah carey's its like that and we belong together music video.

still looking hot then.

So,

there's now many songs in my psp..

i hope i can go to alyssa's b'day party.

bring along my psp.

Show off abit.

And make you guys jealous!!

BAHH!

nahh,

im not so evil.

I will let you guys play with it!

Only if my mum lets me go...

I've been doing my homework everyday, OFFERING to go down to buy food, following my mum to the grocery store in hopes that she will like, let me go to the party for doing so manymany nice things.

I can only pray and hope.

PS: if you wana go to alyssa;s b'day party, call her. Regardless of whether you are diff class from her. if you want to go, just contact her. =D

but,

have no idea what present to buy for her.

i only have $4.

and i was planning to share my money with my sister so that we can buy a pet mice and name it cactus!!!

but,

whatever.

She is more important than the cutelittlesweety mice.

and then

i still have to rebond my hair and buy my hoodie and taple my jeans...

PPS: sorry for this really random post.

my daughter is turning 13!!!!!!!!!!!!!

finallyyyy. the lasts of my daughters.

now they are miniature adults.

yay!!

ahha,

and talked to alyssa for about two hours around 2am last night,.

tired sia.

let your heart out.

We've got a PSP !!

haha,

its about time.

So glad.

So later we're gona put in all the songs.

Its soo nice.

let your heart out.

There's Lord of the rings on tv right now.

so love that movie

and guess what?

I've found someone who loves to watch war movies too!

Actually,

she found that i liked them too and then she told me she like them too.

& we were so happy.

HAHA itss afiqa.

went shopping today.

-.- & found some things i wana ask my grandma to buy.

So,

today went to the airport to see my grandparents off.

hopefully can spend christmas in bangkok with them.

would love to.

But all the flights are like, booked.

& this year we would have to spend our holidays in malaysia..

its not bad thought but i really wana get on the plane.

Cause i so love the service.

Order up!

let your heart out.

Haha, today i skipped going to church.

So perhaps tmr i'll be going.

Today,

my adorable grandparents came down to simei.

They are flying back to bangkok tmr.

Would so miss them.

Their cuteness can drive you to love them so much more.

There's like so many clothes shop at eastpoint now.

so my sis and I was like finding some clothes to ask my grandma to buy.

She found some,

but i didnt.

Cant find a nice hoodie...

so tired now,

because didnt sleep last night.

I blame nizam!

haha..

it was like 3am in the morning,

i was text messaging a friend..

& trying to sleep/

Then nizam send me a msg,

then later found i was awake

so called me.

And guess up,

we stayed up the whole night,.

from 3am to like almost 7.30am

haha,

more than 4 hours on the phone.

Didnt get busted or anything cause my sis was also talking on the phone.

so it was around 7.30am,

the sun was up, the birds were chirping.

then had to go back to bed bfore our dads found out.

HAha,

it all started with his msg..

that i didnt sleep throughout the night.

we chatted about lame things and sang nursery rhymes.

haha, how lame can we be?

ps:

i didnt get to play The Lord of the Rings yesterday.

;(

let your heart out.

The bbq last night was awesome.

Will blog about it into details perhaps tomorrow.

Or never.

But had lots to fun.

Hope to have more oneeight bbqs.

Cheers!

HAPPY B'DAY GILLIAN!''

Been playing xbox almost everyday now.

Its has now become my addiction.

Its because we bought a new game.

Its,,,,

Lord of the rings!!

I recommend you to buy it too.

Real nice!

So,

my grandmother(father's side) wants to take us shopping to buy our christmas presents.

Havent really decided what i want.

I guess some jeans, or shirts, or dress.

The budget for me is lke $60

so, my brother is getting the WWE xbox game,

my sister is getting some clothes that she saw.

Speaking of wwe,

totally cant wait to get the cd for the survivor series.

the matches are like WOAH.

The Undertaker Vs. Mr Kennedy

Batisah(nt sure how to spell) Vs. King Booker

and the team Cena Vs team i forgt.

Confused.

But batisah, undertaker will totally win

Cos undertaker is like the god of wrestling.

and batisah is such a nice person,.

let your heart out.

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