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Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters

I FEEL SO ANGRY.

My mother took away my $50, it was my fucking christmas present from my aunt.

took it away like since last month? She promised to return it back.

But now...dont know lah her.

But, guess what?

My sis and bro also had $50 each. But NNOOOO.....she didnt lend their money...but instead decided to lend my money thinking i have no better use fior it...

so, my sister finally saved enough money to fucking rebond her hair. ( bcos of the $50, she can finally rebond)

She is rebonding her hair right now..

My brother used his money to buy whatever crapshit.

While,

i cant even rebond my hair cause my mother fucking took my money away.

Gosh,

talk about getting rid of injustice in the world when i cant even rid injustice in my own home.

I wish the whole world was bald. That way, nobody would have to feel mad when people take away their money supposingly intended on using it to make their hair better, thus boosting their self-confidence in some way or another...

GAHGAHGAH!

haha, okay.

enough about the world and hair.

i dont think i need to wear ncdcc uniform for quite some time.

Cause its small. This thus proves that i have grown. Infact, i have grown taller. =DD Cause well, im reallyreally tall..cant you see?

After chinese new year, for cca, we should be expecting some hardcore( i hope) training. Im growing fat lah! Need good exercise. =D

I gained 1kg =(

so we cant wait.

AND, sports day is just round the corner.

And fo sure Antreprenuers will be the champions again. =)

Cause last year, dont mean to drag but....WE were the champions last year.

so expect us to be the champions again!

let your heart out.

I think now its OK to take away the passwrd.

I dont think my borther will be checking up on it cause he is too busy playing 'rakion' to even remember my blog.

i made the passwrd real easy didnt I?

haha..

i gotta rush through this post cause my mum is home and she has not a clue bout what im doing

BYE

let your heart out.

Sorry kiddos.

I HAD to put a password. If i didnt..

I would have to;

1)- Change URL

2)- Delete my whole blog.

3)- Delete all information in the blog.

Option 1 is out cause it will lead to complications. And My URL is unique. everyone's URL is unique, by changing it, i'll have to really think of yet another unique URL.

Option 2 is also out cause i have readers and would not want to dissapoint them. ( Indicating someone who made her/his blog private..DONT make it private! Not fun!) Even though i've lost interest in posting as you can see, I do not post as frequent as i used to.

Option 3 is also out as my information is important. ( to me it is lah!)

So there! Which leaves me to security.

I have to put it cause ( i dont mean to be rude but..) my assidioticcrap of a brother wants to read both my sister;s and my own blog.

Its really dangerous and possibly will leave both my sis and myself in a very difficult situation. As, knowing my brother, he loves the whole blackmailing part.

SO DIE! that is why i gotta put a pw, to keep my blog away from family eyes( not including sister)

btw,

the song, 'so contagiously'...credits go to my sister. its from her xanga (blog).

Oh yyeah...today i went IKEA. Bought the huge green snake =D

plus, the more exciting nicer part..

I went for morning church,,, if you have been a dedicated reader of my blog, you will know whats so good bout that.

=DD

let your heart out.

This week has been an awesome one.

I received many things. =D

Thanks sofi for the straightener.

Thanks afiqa for the CD.

Thanks kevin for the MCR album.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh yeah,

except this fucking day,.

I mean, today is just so bloody fucked up. In the morning, my mother and i quarreled...then quarreled again,,,. Damn, she is really unreasonable.

Cant stand it. She said now she has to be so strict with me and all that shit stuff cause im getting now more out of control.

Please...save it for the opera or something.

Im the same person. Mayb its not me but her.

Has it ever occured to you that mayb it really is you.

So yeah...

im sorry mrs PERFECTALMIGHTY

Whoa, im sorry for answering you back and gining you some goddamn fucking excuses which happens to be the truth.

let your heart out.

Wait, gave you the wrong info.

My grandpa is going for the operation really early tmr morning.

Then my mom is gone b there for about a week!

Translated- i have to go to school by myself for a week. A stupid long week.

There is still time to pray for my grandpa =)

So please help me pray!!

Thanks yeah. Love you so much if you do. Really mean it k.

So today, i went to the hospital, my grandpa has to stay over. After the operation, he will stay in the ICU for 2 days then transferred back into the normal care whatever.

Too bad he didnt choose Changi General Hospital, if not i can visit him everyday right after school. Just take bus17 can already.

Anyway,

just hope everything will be alright.

Now,

i feel like barfing. and i have a headache./

* But i dont think i WILL barf. oR i wouldnt b using the comp now.

bahhhh.

headache..

well,,

see you tomorrow.

let your heart out.

My granddad is going for a major operation tomorrow. So, please help me pray that the operation will go smoothly for him.
Thanks.

Just found out from afiqa that we have school hw. How sad right.

let your heart out.

What has happened this week?

It has just been so damn fucked up.

Been suffering from mood swings. So i apologise to those people who has been experiencing my 'emo' mood as you guys call it.

Not emo ,people.

Just fucking depressed.

But thanks for trying to make me smile.

and sofi,

haha,

i do not look sick lah,

Just tired. Neither sick nor pale. Dont worry too much about me. =D

I'll real fine. Honest.

So today,

had cca, my legs are aching.

plus, katherine lost her bag, we had to look around the whole school for it.

so tiring..

just hope she finds it lah.

pity sia, her new handphone is in her bag.

let your heart out.

Im alone at home now.

HAHA,

When i was young, i was afraid of being home alone. I thought ghosts would come and get me or something.

I was pretty weird that time, as i am now.

But hey,

im a matured weird person.

Ohmygod,

can hear like stuff moving around in my living room.

i admit, im still scared now lah. =(

but not as bad as before.

oo, i blasted my speakers real loud,

the only time i can do it is when nooone is at home

. Advantages. =D

I simply LOVE this song.

i can remember the whole lyrics already. haha.

ohh, you are everything im wanting

come to think of it im aching

on account of my transgression

will you welcome this confession

ps: bring storybk or whatever tmr for school

pps: school starts at 8.15am tmr. I kinda forgt too but my friend reminded me so yeah..

see you guys tomorrow.

let your heart out.

In the end i didnt go to the doctor. I told my mom i was alright and all and she believed me so yeah....

Nothing much happened today, but i had chinese tuition for the first time since the holidays started. She bought me presents from china.

I forgt all my chinese things that i learnt. I am so gona suffer terribly.

Which is a 'chingchong' bag, but at least its the thought that counts.

I kinda left my school timetable under the table.

So im completely lost at what to bring.

Im hopeless..i left practically ALL my schoolbks under the table,

so my plans for looking through my geog is now made impossible..

Im afraid i'll flunk most of my subjects. Especially math. If i do fail, i better kiss gdbye to everything that makes my life happy.

So,

i'l be fucking retarded.

fucktard.

The fucktard girl.

which is me lah.

so, my most 'interesting' topic.

is...SCHOOL.

and class 2/5.

getting the hang of it. Not yet close to satisfactory.

But im helping afiqa to decorate the classroom,

so have to stay back one of these days. So mom, i hope you fucking understand. But of course you wouldnt let me help out, so obviously, lying is again the only option.

Thanks mom, that is, for letting me lie everyday of my life.

Without you,

i wouldnt be such a pro at it already.

ah,

tmr i wanted to go church in the morning.

Reasons-

-morning church is nice..

-the cute guy i know goes for morning church.

But my mom said no.

Our conversation went like this over the decision

Me: Can i go for morning church tmr?

Mom: No. We'll go for the evening one

Me: Why? Me, bran and fran wants to go for the morning one. Three against one.

Mom: because maybe we'll be going out tmr morning. You know sunday is the only day we can spend time together with your father.

Me: Uh huh.But still,. i dont want to go for the evening one.

SO,

no cute guy.

awww, wasted right.

but i've totally given up on guys.

Thats what i led myself to think.

Who knows.

let your heart out.

The first week of school is coming to end.

So glad.

I swear i could sleep in class.

Been feeling terrible these days.

I cant sleep at night regardless of how tired i am.

But i will eventually fall asleep around 4am.

Yes, my sleeping problem is coming back

So i'll be yawning the whole day in school

More to it,

im down with a effing irritating cough and flu.

I';ve not been eating any fucking meals.

My mum is insisting to take me down to the doctor now.

So i got to hurry up with this post.

*types real fast*

But why go to the doctor when we already have cough medicine,

sheesh! waste money.

Omfg, my mum to talking to Zoya...

Oh,

she bit me just not.

fuck her.

She is like so violent right now.

haha.

oh no' my phone battery is freaking low

and i miss 1/8.

AHHH,

My mom is nagging for me to hurry up or we'll have to wait for the doctor.

yadayadayada.

its not MY problem,.

i dont want to waste money at some doctor.

k, i have to go.

ah shits,

will post tmr.

ps: took my real long to find this fucking blogskin bcos apparently ppl make ALOT of blogskins on LOVE. its not like i have a freaking guy or something and so it makes it haRD TO find a blogskin. SOME PEOPLE WANT TO EXPRESS THEIR 'LOVE' BY MAKING LOVE BLOGSKINS WHEN ALOT OF PEOPLE OUT THERE WANTS NON-LOVE BLOGSKINS BCOS WE HAVE N0 LOVE FOR NOONE. WHY CANT THEY MAKE A FUCKING BLOGSKIN NOT BASED ON LOVE. ITS NOT LIKE LOVE IS THE MAIN FOCUS OF BLOGSKINS.

I feel so fucking agitated man..

let your heart out.

Today was the first day of school.

Felt really awkward in my class.

(*Im on the phone with Nizam now.

He forced me to say this:

Nizam into me to radioblog. I am so happy. thank you so much.

And,

HE IS SHORT!!!

haha,. but he does not want to admit it, instead, he counterback saying im shorter than him.

And then start telling me about hormones.)

HAHA.

about the first day of school, IT FEELS SO UNCOMFORTABLE.

Miss one-eight more than ever now.

I dont really like the new discipline mistress,

She is so strict that it makes everyone shrivel just to hear her voice.

Other than that, my form teacher is OK.

My hair is so not nice...

i hateitjustalittlebit.

oh yeah,

regarding that song i wanted to download,

i added it onto the account nizam introduced to me.

I can hear it on the comp but cant download into my mp3.

Its not THAT bad.

At least i can still listen to it.

Im dreading school that before it even began now.

My CLASS makes me snizzle

it is OK, but just not 1/8.

(god, my ear hurts...the phone is killing my ear.)

i only like recess. Im free to roam in the school.

In class i can only think of sleeping.

I wish we could rearrange our chairs and pick our seats.

....

that way, will be more awake.

My fucking schoolbag is so heavy i think i'll drop to the ground just carrying it.

Its kinda fat too.

AND myhairkinda suckstoo.

so i'll be one heavycarryingschoolbaguglyhairandugly girl.

that really sucks.

Alot.

I think im losing weight. My dad said so too.

I lost my appetite.

awww, plus, the good thing is, im much tanner.

but other than that,

still the same old nutcase.

-.-

ps; i didnt sleeep last night, im damn tired. I think i'll get real heavy eyebags.

PPs: I love starwars truckloads! <33>.

let your heart out.

This is really bugging me out.

The fact that I cant download new songs.

There is like so much i wana download.

Then i can put it into my mp3 and listen to it everynight.

Its like, im listening to the same songs over and over.

This is madness...

Oh yeah, and that school is re-opening tmr is adding more madness to my already mad brain.

at least i got to hear nice stuff.

These days, overseas people keeps calling my house. ( NOT STRANGERS. They are my relatives.)

I like their accents.

So WEIRD! actually not weird but veryvery nice to listen to.

There is my aunt from australia, i've never met her bfore. This is the first time i talked to her on the phone. ( But her accent does not sound like australian)

And also, my uncle from bencouver called.

they have such Nice accent that it forces you to have a cool accent too when you talk to them!!

Plus, my aunt from australia does not know the meaning of 'handphone'.

I was explaining it to her and she was not getting me.

Apparently, they refer handphones as 'mobile' or 'cellphone'.

Nice huh.

Tonight at 9.00pm, they are showing Star Wars-Attack of the Clones on Channel 58.

Im of course gona go watch it and drool over hot anakin skywalker.

That means i can sleep late on a so-called school night!!

plus,

afiqa told me her choir teacher told her that mayb school ends at 12.30 and there will be no lessons, hope she is right,.

NOW, im falling in love with this song that i badly want to download.

Could this be out of line? (Could this be out of line)

To say you're the only one breaking me down like this

You're the only one I would take a shot on

Keep me hanging on so contagiously..

let your heart out.

Happy New Year y'all !!

Hope the year 2007 will be more exciting.

School is going to reopen on Wednesday.

Just two more days from now.

Actually its gona be midnight soon.

Have no idea what to bring...

perhaps just a notebook & pencil case.

Just came back from my uncle;s house.

Its because my grandparents are staying there,

so went there for dinner.

And,

yesterday, my mum went to the airport to pick up my grandma's friend,

the last time i saw her was on June 2006.

So,

she is also staying at my uncle's house.

She is a great cook!

I spent the countdown at one of my friend;s house.

issabelle and nicky's.

and watched starwars there. =)

revenge of the sith.

There was a bbq.

Good food..

Came home at like, 2.30am.

then today,

my sis and I were forced to wake up so early..

at 10.30am..

my brother was like, hitting us with a pillow to wake us up.

He is so weird.

My dad planned to take us fishing..

and....i caught about 6 fishes.

=D but the size of the fishes are about 15cm.

So small.

Prefer the fishing trip at phuket this month.

Caught tuna the size of 48cm i think.

Real big.

I have good news,

actually good news for me...

my hair is like, growing so fast,

my fringe is under my eyebrow,

and, my hair aint that bob anymore.!

Thank God.

let your heart out.

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