In the end i didnt go to the doctor. I told my mom i was alright and all and she believed me so yeah....
Nothing much happened today, but i had chinese tuition for the first time since the holidays started. She bought me presents from china.
I forgt all my chinese things that i learnt. I am so gona suffer terribly.
Which is a 'chingchong' bag, but at least its the thought that counts.
I kinda left my school timetable under the table.
So im completely lost at what to bring.
Im hopeless..i left practically ALL my schoolbks under the table,
so my plans for looking through my geog is now made impossible..
Im afraid i'll flunk most of my subjects. Especially math. If i do fail, i better kiss gdbye to everything that makes my life happy.
So,
i'l be fucking retarded.
fucktard.
The fucktard girl.
which is me lah.
so, my most 'interesting' topic.
is...SCHOOL.
and class 2/5.
getting the hang of it. Not yet close to satisfactory.
But im helping afiqa to decorate the classroom,
so have to stay back one of these days. So mom, i hope you fucking understand. But of course you wouldnt let me help out, so obviously, lying is again the only option.
Thanks mom, that is, for letting me lie everyday of my life.
Without you,
i wouldnt be such a pro at it already.
ah,
tmr i wanted to go church in the morning.
Reasons-
-morning church is nice..
-the cute guy i know goes for morning church.
But my mom said no.
Our conversation went like this over the decision
Me: Can i go for morning church tmr?
Mom: No. We'll go for the evening one
Me: Why? Me, bran and fran wants to go for the morning one. Three against one.
Mom: because maybe we'll be going out tmr morning. You know sunday is the only day we can spend time together with your father.
Me: Uh huh.But still,. i dont want to go for the evening one.
SO,
no cute guy.
awww, wasted right.
but i've totally given up on guys.
Thats what i led myself to think.
Who knows.